I dont seem to shed those pounds.I still weigh the same le.
Well..of coz..with those food gg in.
My dad whip out the delicious western tonight.
Oh...daddy~
I am so thankful for the food but I really hate those oils and calories.
And the worst thing is I really enjoyed the food!
-_-~

11th Dec.
Suppose to have the IM gathering.But it seems that no one has any idea of what the day is gonna be like?And not that anyone actually really bothered to reply the mail.
I dun like to be the coordinator this time round so I pretty much adopt the same manner.
Though I believed that they have all been busy with their own stuff la.

There is nothing new on others blogs.So boring.
It seem that i am the only one that is so freaking free to blog every other time.
Cant shake that awful feeling off my back!
Feel sick upon crossing the thought.

Ok..I saw on Friendster how damn loving that Guowei and Mandy is.Their love is those kinda that sends me goosebumps yet..somehow I can't help to feel that lil tingle of envious.
Hmm..i dunno why.

It is not that Jason is not good.Plus i never see GW in that manner la.(eeks.. >_<")

It is just that I wish that...you know..I dunno if you feel the same,(maybe Yng did)

But I wish that sweet moments in a relationship will never stop.
Bah..What am I talking about?
It's not as though that I have stop feeling sweet now.

={

I dunno how to describe,yea?

Sometimes I am really scare when this kinda feeling comes.
Often pple makes the mistake of infidelity when the passion in a relationship sets on the abating curve.

And jason..if you haven't check this up yet,infidelity = disloyalty.
=}hehe.


Jason is for all I know,the sweetest and most loving person.
Sure he aint perfect but I am not either,and no one is.
Plus..I am so FAR from being good,let alone perfect.

And most imptly is that he always love me for who I am.

That is most fundamental pt for a relationship b/w 2 persons yet it always take time to build up and really not a easy task to acheive.

Coz everyone of us will always have a dream or ideal Prince or Princess Charming in my heart.
And when we met someone,we try to make him/her into or as close as possible to our own ideal one.

And so what do I have to complain about.
Other than the normal guys' insensitive moments,some lil misunderstandings and miscommunications...I thinkwe are doing quite fine.

Well maybe it is that I am feeling "low" these days,thus I want something special to pull myself back in 1.

Hmm...
Think I shall change the name of this url.
Coz this sucks...blind_meow2??
Yea..it comes from blind cat,that's what I am really.

Will let u know when I thought of a good url name.